I am in such a mood today. One of those days that makes me stop and think, hey you are supposed to be on anti-depressants….

I didn’t even get out of bed till two…now I’m at Starbucks drinking number one of two large coffees (the second is free) and wanting to go stuff my face with chocolate brownies. I’m so tired of people asking me what I do, “how’s school?” and telling me there are tons of jobs available in the valley.  Hi, I’m Jessi, I do nothing, I’m finished school and its great there are lots of jobs but I still can’t get hired. I must suck even more than I think.

I have high school youth group tonight and I don’t cut out once I say I’m doing something but I really don’t feel like going . I feel like crap and I look like crap but I keep remembering Stephanie telling me that the days I most despised coming to therapy are the days most productive and I feel like church is the same way.


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